after a major crunch in the system school will be starting in a few more weeks. i can't wait. by the time school starts yea...things will be back to normal...thank god!

well this is gonna be short n sweet cause i have to go do work stuff now

later!

no matter how badly i save my money or no matter how hard i try i cant seem to get out of financial ruin. i wont be able to pay off my debtors until school starts and that is still at least three weeks away. not only do i have to pay off the school, get books, and then magically pay off bills...but i am still needing other things. i could put an application in to places but no matter what i know i'd be turned down...>.>

another thing that has me fretting is: what happens after May 2008, will i graduate or not? will i move home or move away?

some days of the week i fear i'll be forced to live in a cardboard box. others i fear i'll be faced with the enevitable walk of shame back home to live in my father's house. i mean i dont know if i am bound to fail...i have no control over my own life at this point. as of November 25, 2007 I'll be 26 and i really do not see myself living in my old home town anymore.

no more! after this year is over with i am moving away from Kansas! somehow i am going to graduate and i will survive...cause God said so ^^

i detest being thrown over the knee of the WoW machine, but if i'm gonna get the magically 5000 gold i am going to have to kill demons and ogres till i bleed. i figure that if i kill every living thing in outland then I am bound to get TADA five thousand gold. no one fear i shall be riding around on my epic flying mount...just dont know when.

btw if you're ever on the Hydraxis server and want a solid guild try...Horde Angels...we're female and take only female members...but hey we're smarter than the boys XD

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And then I got sued by the male species the end XD

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Love all men!!!

grrr -_-;

attention to the masses: well i have finally lost my faith in higher education at a four year school. i've also discovered that the end result of countless nights crying my eyes out has finally come to a bloody end...last night the ex roomies actually came to the door pounding on it demanding their bloody money! oh trust me it was a five minute heated battle of words. they got their damn deposit back and the story ends. i just hate the fact that the person who cut the check didnt cut two as he should have, causing all of this. no matter what though it is all over. i've finally seen the light in a non cavalier manner. i'm not sorry to leave just upset that i'm forced to do so based on people around me. a part of the problem is a job that is crummy and the realization that being a librarian is not my life's goal anymore.

so yes i am running away and screw this place...more on this later...

man there is only one way to go...down hard. gah i swear this is the month for how much money you can be denied...i swear it is like the gods of money crunch want me to be homeless i guess. anyway other than being upset over money issues i had a nice chat with my dad about him coming to see me next week. he's going to help me get some groceries and such. i wonder what is more important: going crazy or going insane. i guess both.

sorry this is going to be short and sweet

after having been on SL for a few days I am getting back in touch with my furry side. yea i am a furry get over it. though i am tempted to get a new fox avatar yet i dont know. i love my grey fox avatar and i didn't pay any linden for it XD but i am more interested in giving into clothes horsing. i found some cute stuff i want to get. so watch out!

ok i am out of here!

Looks like Tinsel Town is finally getting a clue about what WE REALLY WANT...America I give you this:
http://entertainment.msn.com/movies/hitlist/06-12-07_3
apparently the eighties is coming back in A HUGE WAY!

thundercats a movie, gi joe a movie, jem and the holograms a movie, the list goes on and on...

praise to buddha for the gods have answered the call and our childhoods are being saved!!!


HUZZAh!!!

well i am in my new apartment and i like the peace! the only draw back is yea i have no room mates or people to entertain but hey i will get over it...XD

to sum up the past few weeks: still single and happy of it...god after seeing and hearing the evil things that happen in relationships i think i can wait abit longer...XD

work is good cant complain. life is good and boring but can't complain and friends are good and cant complain.

though here is the BIG NEWS FLASH:
as you may all of known i have been playing the game WoW for sometime and i did happen to meet a guy who became a good friend and then it started getting into a more infatuated state, the next phase i guess is yes i met the guy and he seemed all right at the time till (here's the big NEWS) he was married. apparently it was an on and off relationship and the guy was wanting his wife to fend for herself...hello you can't make marriages disappear...god i was made a fool by a complete idiot...well never again (yea that dropped the notch on my respect for males)

i dont blame all men just that one bastard...here is where the story gets better! he now works in my hometown and well when i told my sister of the events she was abit taken aback and well...see in the PK when you mess with one person and you quite literally mess with the whole family...in other words his life is going to be made a living hell!

so revenge is mine...if not indirectly...and i only tell you guys this...because hey you have a right to know XD

i'm not one to leave people in the dust but right now...i am not a happy camper...like that was a newflash eh? it seems that lately all i want to do is rip the eyes out of my roomies. don't get me wrong they are nice people but lately the guy roomie has been getting really snarky, more than normal. well whatever!

i will be moving soon and i have so much to do before thne it isn't funny. i have a group presentation on thursday and a group essay on friday! not looking forward to it. once again i am hungry and only the food from the gas station will do.

finals are ok i can't complain too much.

i'm sorry i'm not very talkative on LJ but I kinda find the journal a simple way to communicate when not busy with life. this month celebrates something very important for many people namely mother's day. i'm eager to say that i've a mother to share it with but i don't...

as many of you might know i lost my mother about foru years ago to diabeties. the ordeal ended even before it began. to date i'm not too fond of mother's day or the month of may or even july...my mom was born in may and she died in july...that sums up reason enough.

Ok I am back home for the break and already I wanna head back to Emporia. I love home but I now understand why i chose to leave this place. right, i need to catch you all back up to speed.

but tomorrow i am heading back to emporia and then logging onto WoW and try to get my Level 11 to a higher level...maybe :P

i've been busy watching alot of youtube because i am at home and well the home PC is for crap. i mean it is not my lappy and i am more at ease when at my lappy baby! anyway i watched many of videos about the whole Blood Elf entry into th WoW verse. i am saddened by what i saw. i guess i was more saddened by watching Level 60+ rogues run through the Silvermoon City area and killing any and all PVP NPCs and Players. not that this has happened on my server just yet but meh...what i don't get is how a rogue thinks that he or she can get pass three level ?? bosses. ok so maybe you can if you're a rogue but...what if you're a gutsy Lvl 60+ rogue who wants a challenge, then by all means please go head to Orgrimmar where getting through there isn't a cakewalk. i mean we are talking about Thrall ...hell try getting to UC and taking on Sylvanys and her guards...happy trails partner.

i use to think that Alliance was the way to go and that the allies were better...i am learning the hardway that little children play as allies and all the perverted old men are allies too, so i am sticking to the Horde where people care enough to give me the time of say while trying not to get into my cyber pants.

my level 11 pally awaits me and my questing for her...apparently i see that no matter the quest you will always have to do odd things in order to get what you yearn, whether new spell or even your mount...wow...:P

well i am off to kill in the name of Thrall and the Horde, good luck!
Love Sarrow

razorfen down anyone who is familiar with that yea, i got loads of XP but at the sametime the freaking group i was with was like as freaking unorganized as crap. i don't blame the healer or the tank...i blame the other two warlock's in the group other than me. My VW got blamed for agro, hell the VW was in defensive mode. cheeze, angry much. i'm just glad that my VW came back to me in one piece. i'm making a vow now: if i do any more instances i am doing ones that matter the most! god last night was a complete ass pain...i was half tempted to jsut hearth the hell out of there, but the tank was a good friend and i wasn't about to chicken out on him.

i love my new guild and it is fun, but i am in this game for the fun and not the over glorified glory! mwuahaha!!

my poor draenei is pretty much just dead for the most part as the same with my night elf hunter..gah alliance...oh yesterday there were two alliance outside the gates of the UC...i was thinking..."oh please come in and DIE!!!"

as soon as Blizzard gets the servers up i need to get my girl screen shotted and then level her to 34...six more and wham! FREE MOUNT!!!

ok gotta run errands see ya all soon.

btw way i have noticed that sense the Blood Elves came along the Horde males seem to be falling for the BE females hard, and i mean hard!

lol

after i managed to gain level thirty warlock status i realized that i now must go ahead and kill tons of things to reach the glory of 40 for that free mount spell...oh how i hate it all...grr...well the felhunter was an easy quest...but i admit that i really didn't want to run into those stupid NPC bridge guards. in fact...once i get myself alittle higher in lvls i am going to be making a quaint little stop in the wetlands for some fun!

that is after i get all this homework done...gah tat is life! anyway laters folks!

well after speaking with a fellow warlock outside of taren mill...i found that the affliction talents might score you more...i know...most people put more effort into other talents, but i am more interested in just having curses that kill things. trust me folks it is all about the curses. Locks only DPS or crowd control. i can banish elementals and demons but anything else...forget it.

now if you're tanking as a Lock focus on the demonology area, but for other things...um...throw DOTS

Lots and Lots of DOTS

here's an update for all you WoW LJ folks. when traversing the great barrens to reach wailing cavern you normally do not meet up with trouble...while in WC you come into contact with many elites...yea a level 15 elite is the same was fighting a twenty... elite you add five levels to it :p

i am on the cusp of being a level 27 so...by then i can find a way into the promise land and become a level 30 before too much longer.

anyway i need to run at work...see ya all soon

congrats u survived it and so did i...now let's rent porn and have fun :P

WoW blew my mind away that there are so many amazing people on this game...namely because of the fact that my guild has great people in it. the worse people in the world can be seen running around playing Second Life and that is fine by them, but for me I would love to just have my old life of fantasy back...my blood elf is proving most amazing and i love her as a warlock, but i currently have my draenei shaman on the cusp of reaching thirty and i really need the stupid thing fixed. oh well...

but my warlock might be getting her sucubus tonight if the fates allow soooo...talk to you all soon enough about it!

night!

after about six hours of intense gameplay i managed to get my Drenai female up to a lvl 11, i know not exactly a supreme accomplishment, but damn! lvoe me! XD my Drenai is named Saiagoh D'Sani...actual in game name is Saiagoh. In japanese Saia or saya means scabbard and goh means five so...i am the five scabbards...now dasani :P was from the drink...cause i like that bottled water.

i promise i will post pictures later! i play mainly on the Hydraxis server unless i get moved :( so far i have been to darkshore, darnassis, and azuremyst isle.

oh and btw, i'm the hooved hooker :P

recap:
I have officially dropped my COBOL class due to my own um..."I can't understand the stuff" issues XD Right now I am at work and I am noticing that I have homework due for Database concepts on monday....oh joys! i am hoping that within the next few days my WoW game will appear in the mail. because my trial account is going to end soon :(

i really want to get the game and not loose my lvl 14 night elf hunter. i travelled to the darkshore and managed to score a fledging plainstrider and named him Fritz. let me explain Fritz. He's my best friend, a completely ugly, cute little birdy dino, happens to attack higher level monsters more so than me (he attacked a deep sea lvl 14 dark trasher at his lvl 12 all by himself!) Fritz enjoys killing things as we travel from quest to quest(it is like he has this thrist to attack even as mommy and him just travel from place to place). I named him Fritz because...well as random as I am...it felt right!

well, once WOW the game arrives...i'll upload that and then do the whole buy the game time and then...upload BC, and let the sexy drenai shaman questing begin!

today my friend cindy who has been trying to hook me up with someone informed me today that the guy has a wrap sheet...yea he broke a cop's arm...and people want to set me up with him...i don't think so.

i don't care how well adjusted he is, no thankies. oh and then i learn that the guy i have been crushing on isn't really single, he was just saying all this single crap to be a rude ass...whatever...

fate 1 me 0

btw fuck V-Day! XD

well yesterday my co-worker who pre-ordered the Burning Crusade already happen to buy the collector's edition from Hastings and woot...well i managed get his amazon copy because he already knew i was paying the thing after my trial ran out! can we say the gods loved me that day! after i get WoW the full thing minus the trial...and upload burning....i am going to be running around as a Drenai Shaman and loving every minute of it! woot! screw the blood elves i want the drenai!

but still a free burning crusade...i pet and stroke it...yes the precious!

>.> btw if you happen to see a level whatever gnome warlock named Fagor on the Hydraxis server...KILL AT WILL!

that is all thank you!

XD

I've recently gotten into the addiction that is the World of Warcraft. In fact, last night I was happy when i finished two quest before bedtime. I'm not looking to actually become uber elite or even try to master all the races, but I do enjoy the experiences very much. There are good friends on there and at times the adventures are worth the pain steaking running from point to point. i play a troll mage and trust me the powers i have make me go giddy.

i tried doing the whole Second Life thing as you all know and that kinda flopped, but now i am able to go out and have adventures, make friends, and possible have more enjoyment that before. i mean i don't care that i don't have the full version, i'm on the trial, but eh that is life...

ok i am at work...more on all of this later!

Ah yes the gargoyle...I'm briefly going to let you know the low-down on the basics of the gargoyle anatomy...*ahem*

Height and Weight:
A gargoyle may be the same height of humans or weight, and again this all depends on size in proportion how they much they'll weigh. Gargoyles may be as tall, taller than, or at the same height as an average human. Demona is about the same height as Xanatos by a margin. Goliath being a sturdy seven foot compared to the rest of the cast. As with seen with the Trio there are gargoyles who are built like or at the same height of the average human.

Wings and span:
The gargoyle's wings are meant for gliding not flying. Even though a gargoyle's wing span reaches to about their body length or longer, the limbs attached at their backs are small and incapable of holding complete gargoyle weight. Yes, gargoyles may carry others in their talons or on their backs, but they accomplish them by catching air currents. When most artists draw a dragon, winged anthros, or the like they make the logically observation to place heavy, large and often muscle bound wings to fit their characters. Some artists choose to give flimsy wings too small to hold a characters projected weight. You do not want a two hundred plus male anything having wings the size of pixie's on his back. The point being made is that drawing uber wings on a gargoyle seems proper, well not in the case of "Disney" gargoyles. Should your gargoyle be from the Disneyverse gargoyles then he or she will have wings matching the species in that world. If you're a character from other fandoms who are gargoyles then draw as deemed fit, but again Disney gargoyles need not have UBER wings

more to come later!